**~ When you take a flower in your hand and really look at it, it's your world for the moment ~**

So it's my birthday tomorrow WOOH!! PARTY AT MY PLACE!!The last year of being a teenager....I figure I can still be immature when I'm in my twenties though so it's all good!!

I was supposed to be going down the coast with some friends this weekend for my birthday, but it's more of an excuse to just go to the coast, get wasted and have a good weekend.  I think I'm going to cancel though,  my stupid friends have too much uni work or are working...or don't wanna come - and that will be so much fun just getting drunk all by myself - WOOHOO some party that would be!!...at least I'd have S there I guess...

My mum even thinks I'm a loner...she said to me the other day "I hope you make lots of new friends at uni because you don't have many anymore, and you can't live life like a hermit".....a hermit?....a HERMIT?!?!?! My mum called me a hermit...I can't believe it - it was so depressing, I hate the fact that after college I lost touch with a lot of friends....it sucks..

Hmm...I think this birthday is going to be one of those ones that doesn't really feel like a birthday because it's so uneventful.... I'm going to go out with S and R and spend all my money on cocktails...